I have a kidney stone.
It was seriously the most painful experience I've ever gone through in my life. Thank god for pain medication because if I didn't have that shit I'd still be in that much pain.
I missed my AP English exam this morning and will probably have to miss my AP World exam tomorrow. ANNNND I have hockey tryouts this weekend. Ughhh, this couldn't have any worse timing.

I hate the day after concerts. I hate the feeling of still wanting to be there and wishing it wasn't over.
BUT DAMNNNN, was it amazing!

They started off pretty slow; I think they played some new stuff, but then they played the songs I wanted to hear. They didn't play Won't Get Fooled Again until the end though. && they did Tommy as the encore.
At first it was so weird, because they're SOO old, but then you got used to it, because they are still so amazing! Pete Townshend still rocked just as hard, and Roger Daughtry was an amazing singer, and still moved around like he was 20. Zak Starkey did a great job also; he wasn't Keith Moon, but he was sure close.

During Behind Blue Eyes the people right behind us pulled out a joint and we like..directly inhaled the second hand smoke, haha. They were so fucking high the rest of the night. Oh yeah, and the old people dancing was hilarious too. So weird.

I have pictures to put up...sometime soon.

Me Me in NYC

Oh my goodness.
I miss you so, so much.
&& it's only been a week since we've talked/seen eachother.

We used to talk almost everyday.
But ever since that night/day, we haven't said one word to eachother.

I told you in the beginning, that no matter what, I never wanted anything to get awkward and/or never have you stop talking to me.

I don't know what I did wrong. I don't know if you're doing this on purpose, just to make things easier. It's definitely not making anything easier for me, though. It's killing me. I've been trying to just forget about it and not think about it and stuff, but it just isn't working anymore. I give up on that....
I think about you every single day. I even thought about you in New Orleans. (Which was fun for the most part, btw; more on that to come)

It's making me edgy, or something. I blew up on my sister and got in a huge fight with her, not even realizing that she needed me. Now we're not even talking, but I can tell she needs to talk.

I really hope things are okay when we see eachother on Monday.

We had a hockey tournament this weekend in Rochester, NY. It was alright I guess, but not the best weekend. My doctor and physical therapist said that I shouldn't play, but on Saturday, I just couldn't resist. I played a few shifts in each game on Saturday, but I fell and bent my knee badly in the second game. Ick, so I couldn't play on Sunday. But coach got all mad and weird on me saying something about how all the effort I put in on Sat. was useless because I didn't continue on Sun. But I really thought I put so much effort in and I wasn't even supposed to play at all so come on. The ride back in the van was the most fun.

I missed homecomming, but I don't really give a crap. Homecomming is so overrated anyways. I was just glad Raul didn't end up going with that girl!

Here's pictures I have from Annie's BM from a while ago. I'll upload some more later of RLTI and the Rochester tourny, but I have to go eat and go to practice.

( Annies BM )
UHHH, YEAH.
THAT'S MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR YA. =] =P


NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! Woot.

RLTI was awesomeeeeeeeee.
I love NRE, but especially DC COUNCIL.
I met some amazing new people, and got closer to a lot of other people.

BTW, RLTI is a convention for this Jewish organization I'm in called BBYO.

I have pictures to put up, even though I still haven't even posted the ones from Annies Bat Mitzvah [which I willlll get around to soon]. I just have to get my camera from Molly because I left it in her purse. Damn.

Don't you just love spending a weekend away from home and getting to hang out with awesome people? =D

I got in another "fight" with Michelle and Raul. The way they've been treating me recently is seriously not okay. Michelle will get mad at me for stupid reasons (or no reason what so ever) when I haven't even done anything. && she makes everything into a bigger deal than it is. Then Raul joins her and they team up on me to make me feel even more like crap. For example, this morning I walked up all cheery and stuff, and I threw my bag on the floor, and Michelle goes "That almost hit me." with this serious as hell face. So I was like "oh gosh Michelle no it didn't, but I'm sorry" in a joking way, and she kept arguing with me and making a huge deal out of it, so I say "Michelle, it's okay just relax it's not a big deal, why are you making it a huge deal?" and Raul says "Just shut up Laura, all you ever do is bitch." That was the last straw. I mean, what the fuck, I didn't do anything to them. They are (considered) my "best friends", yet they treat me like this contantly. I dunno.
This is really important to me, and it's the only thing that's really been hurting me recently. I'd appreciate feedback, or something. I dunno, I just wanna know if it's just me, or if other people have the same opinion as me and stuff.

Annie, my little sister, has her Bat Mitzvah on Saturday. So all the family is starting to come in today and leaving Sunday. I'm thinking it's going to be a fun weekend. I love [most of] my family.

Oh, so I actually talked to that guy Nick yesterday. *sigh* he is so cute and sweet. Lol, I feel like a little girl again, but whatevs, that's what a crush is, right? I wasn't looking my best yesterday though, so I don't think I left the best first impression, but tomorrow I will look my best. =] Even though looks don't realllly matter, there's no denying that the first attraction is from looks. Sunaina said he told her that he thought I was sweet though. =D

( Random pictures )

I deleted my last entry because I don't even want to think about what happened yesterday, and I don't want to start any shit.
Basically, I just had a bad day.

My day started off like shit, but it ended up being nice. I went to Chipotle with Beth S., Michelle, Reid, Anna, and Beth. Then we went to Beth's house, and then the QO football game against Wootton.
It was definitely Friday the 13th; two ambulances had to come because one guy who was playing broke his leg or something and this one lady in the stands had a stroke (I think?) && then the lights in the stadium all turned off and it was pitched black. It was pretty interesting.

We bought the tickets for Louisiana today! We leave November 17th and come back on the 24th.
MANUEL IS COMING TO VISIT TOMORROW! I am sooo excited. I've missed him lots; it was really sad when he went away to college in Louisiana. He's like my big brother.

( A few pictures )

Going to the doctor for my MCL (knee) on Monday to check it out.

I love blasting Audioslave incredibly loud when I'm home alone.
Tom Morello is so effing amazing.


This weekend was one of those grood (in between good and great) weekends:

-The QO vs. Damascus game was SOOO intense and amazing. They came back from being down 28-7 at half time and won 35-28 in like the last 45 seconds. Everyone was going CRAZYYY. For those of you non-QOers, it was a huge deal for QO to beat them because they were like #1 and they were the only team that beat us last year.
They taped the game and showed it on TV last night because everyone like charged the field after the game. I just think it's kinda cool, haha.


-Employee of the month didn't really live up to my expectations. I'm used to Dane Cook being different, because he does stand up and makes his own jokes. I'm not sure if I like other people writing what he says for him. It was still good though, and he was amazingly sexy as usual.

I'm trying not to be sad and think about that today is the 10th and would be our anniversary. Wow, it would have been a long time. I just wonder if he thinks about those things too. Ugh, sometimes I just hate him so much, yet I miss him at the same time. ://